SHOPPING :D

Weeeeee.. yesterday was a blast. Gosh, haven't been shopping liddat for ages.

AND SHOPPING WITH SABRINA IS DANGEROUS! REALLY DANGEROUS!

No, she's the nicest person on earth you can find, she does no harm. Well, for me, when i shop with her, she encourages my senses to get what I like. Nothing bad to my body, but alot harm to my WALLET, which is now EMPTY. I don't know how to say this but, sabrina has an attraction to make me buy things! crazy.

However, you should see the smile on my face, which sab said it looks spastic! ahahhaa.. We know why, sabby. I am freakingly happy. :D

Should've seen us running around curve, ikano like mad cows. Ahaha..

VERY pleasant shopping experience with sabby. AND finally, sabby and I got our outing after so long!

Wanna take a peep at wat i bought? here you go:

Looks like a carousel, doesn't it?



Love love the black dress and the frills at the end.



Green is the new yellow. :D

and and a white babydoll dress.

I'm soo sooo soooooosoooooooooooooo happy. :D

Well well, gotta run, stomach's calling for food.

Soulmate

Today was the Beads outing.

One word : Toally spastic ;) in a good way.

We hit the Curve for some good shopping treat, and we did! Well, not we actually. Lilian did! Wholly. She had bags and bags of stuff! It was seriously fun! But tiring as well. Walking in and out from Cineleisure, to Curve, to Ikano. We raided FOS, but I came out empty handed.

Lilian was eyeing on the shorts and I thought it was seriously niceee! (:

We bumped into Yin Mun and Hui Wen! That stupid LAUGHING PARTNER OF MINE.

She told us that she missed her Accounts exam, and we believed her. I'm a very gullable person, but her tone sounded serious, it was hard to tell whether she was lying or not!

Anyhoo.

August 8 had this sale at some open space. I bought a grey dress, while Lil bought her babydoll! Uber cute. Bumped into KarMay, SuWei, Viv and Joanne P. Headed to Cineleisure soon after. We went hunting for off shoulder tops and 10 minutes before heading home, we found the perfect one. Not me actually, but Lil ;)

Serious shopaholics we are.

Tea was at Paddington since it was Lil's first time. I ordered Tokyo and it was really filling!

But, good enough to settle my upset stomach. Had great talks, caught up on many things.

This shan't be the last time! More outings to come! (:

We dropped by to Ikano, and both of us manage to get our earring stand! Finally, after ages of waiting! It was cheaper than the flea market, and it was rather limited. Treated ourselves with Starbucks before heading home.

Pictures :

I've put on weight :(

The thinking picture.
(She took more photos than this)

Your turn LIL SPASTIC. ;) who sat on her glasses and bent it. ;)

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Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line.

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PS : Missing you truckloads,korkor!

Much Love*.

Unwritten

Alrighty!

I managed to narrow down my 'to-do-list'. I cleared my table, cleared my closet and got Della fixed through technical support. I think Della needs an additional RAM. :) Now its left with one more thing, SIMS 2!

Yayyay! Tomorrow, I might be going out with the crystal bead, Lilian! I'm hpoing to get my eyebrow done tomorrow. Plucking it. If only my sissy gives me the name of the shop.

I shall go catch up on all the movies I've been dying to repeat! Haha, old movies I mean. Nothing nice in the market so far. Even my sister said so. My eczema is killing me. My neck is now flushed red because of it.

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Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

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Much Love*.

I Need You Tonight

Whoa yeah.

The intense feeling of relieve. The intense feeling of unexplainable thoughts.

This is what I've been longing for since forever! :)

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Some of the paranaphelia during my time of horror.

Nerding with Sister's glasses. ;)

The door of Motivation.

I never expected anything from them.
Even my brother signed it.
That made me even more motivated
to be strong :)

Cheh's card & Ben's card :)

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I totally forgot to buy some shandy home to be shared with my sister for finishing our exams.
But, she's out anyways. Can't wait for our shopping trip! :)

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Lilian dearrr, WE MUST GO OUT OKIE? CURVE :D
Loveyoulots dearie!

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So slide over here
And give me a moment
Your moves are so raw
I've got to let you know
I've got to let you know
You're one of my kind

Much Love*.

Yippee hippe yayyay

Let me give you the summary of today:

-3 horrible bio papers. which are now OVER!
Believe it or not, i was smiling throughout all the bio papers.

NO. It's not because i could do them, u doink. it's because it's the last papers i'm taking. :D

Yippee.

-celebration at pn. joyce's house which is really really nicee!! (which joanne and i dropped by for about half an hour. Hehe.. we had plans :D)

-got my eyebrows threaded. Gosh, i love them. :D

Joanne lied!!!! she said it don't hurt at all. IT HURTS! n all joanne could do was stand there and laugh at me. Okay, fine, so i fidgeted abit. yea, and ask the lady to stop for a teeweee moment to breathe. It was painful, okay! Well, it's my first time. Joanne said she should've recorded it. But, too bad, :p, she didn't! i still love you, jojo.

-went over to centrepoint.

when we reached the entrance of centrepoint, it was 5.57pm. So, we smart asses thought that the parking's is only free after 6.00pm.

Well, joanne parked her car, right in front of the ticket booth, and we waited there. No car was coming though. So we were waiting and was reading the sign. It says : 1st hour- free.

We started laughing like mad hyenas. ahahhaha... Must have looked pretty dumb waiting in the car right in front of the booth.

-joanne got her cake.

-sat in secret recipe because i liked the red chairs.

Conclusion:
I love today.


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You know how many countless times, you have always referred to after spm. For example, "what are you going to do after SPM?" or "where are you going after spm?"

For me, now is already after SPM. Gosh, it's so weird like just now i wanted to ask, "which college are you going after spm?", then i realise it's after spm. Gosh, i love the after spm period.

Hah, now i can eat sleep sleep eat grow fat. Ahhaa..


Hmm.. i do feel quite dirty. Very actually. I'm gonna hit the showers now.

Toodles..

Cry

How I wished I dropped Bio as well . I can't stand the presurre (:

Well, at least this would be the very last weekend of cooping up in my brother's room like a caged bird. I'm set to spread my wings to fly freely at 3.30pm, 26th November 2007.

I actually do feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders at this instant. The only thing I have to worry about is Biology, which gives me full (or half) concentration. I'm hoping to step out of the house tomorrow after church. Mum's going to Terengganu tomorrow for a leisure trip. Won't be seeing my brother though. ): so its just me and dad for church.

Yesterday, we welcomed a brand new addition to our family. Yeap, Persona arrived yesterday evening, and it was a long goodbye to Wira which has been a part of us for 10 years now. I dare say, I do like her (:

Thursday afternoon. I got the biggest surprise call from two people who never told me they were back. Sadly, he left today and she's leaving tomorrow. The horror of not seeing them again or probably never again since they're leading their lives there from now on. Sighs. Separation.

I should get going now.
Fourty-nine hours and 7 minutes till I fly! (:

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If your love could be caged, honey I would hold the key

And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me

*.Much love

Come On

The instrumental version of this song makes my heartache.

Ben Jelen speaks to me in so many ways,
not verbally.
But rhythmitically.

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I've been posted to Kem Millenium, Beranang Selangor on the 29th.

Anyone of the same camp? (:

However,I am not looking forward to it. I've just bribed my mum into letting me go for a month or so.

If you have done that, could you leave a message and tell me its possible? (:

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So much has changed. Between us, there's so much that has left the building.

I won't say much about it.

I never said I was disappointed, but I'm sure you get the picture. God knows what is happening. And I'm not here to judge. But, I hope one day, you'll realise that so much is lost. I can't see the gap between now. I'm just shadowed by the fact that this could ever happen. I can't communicate much since its a bombshell here and your wires suck, but I hope the message pulls through.

You know how much I love you, but you know how much I hate seeing it this way.

Hope you'll get through. (:

yes, you know who you are.

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SPM?

The week before. Totally tensed and emotional. You know, the thoughts of giving up were always running in my head, I don't think it ever got tired. I was constantly worried, trying to get other stuff to boost up my patience level. Sadly, it always stayed the same.

The actual starting week. Jibbering like nobody's business. My patience level dropped to zero.

The papers were exceptionally tough, one could wonder what's in store for the three Science papers. One word for now : Doomed.

I've lost my energy after today's paper. I hope it should be a good resting day today, no?

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And finally the silence
Looking out, looking back across the sky
Trying to find a meaning
Knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness

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ah, the memories (:
*. Much Love

CHWEMistry

So, here i am, at sab's house, trying to study.. with everybody having a their own space on the bed, on the chair..

and now, we're toking about phones.

meng leong

"i drop my phone from first floor.. n i saw it drop... *slow motion* NOOOOoooooooo..."

Okays.. i know we're suppose to study, but wth.. i'm blogging while listening to them.

Kitty wans to play worms. BUT, the comp's kinda corrupted.

Owh, and yea, sab misses her bro. Yea, the exam stress is getting to us. You've guessed it.

happy meowing birthday

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, YOU OLD AND UNWISE.


In other words, Meeeooowww meoww 17th meoooowwwww...
ahaha..

Hope you enjoyed it. :D

Goodbye blues

8 years. Don't you think that's kinda long?

Won't you miss someone who is part of your life for at least 8 years? I would.

She just left, an hour ago for the airport, heading back to her home in Indonesia. I cannot deny that i'll miss her loads.

Now my eyes are as puffy as a panda's eyes.

Who's gonna tolerate my nonsenseness? who's gonna make me good food to eat? who's gonna cook claypot chicken rice for me? who's gonna wash my baju kurung everyday for me to wear in school? who's gonna ask me to chill whenever i get mad or scolded? who's gonna say, 'i believe in you, lilian.'

I don't know how to explain how much she's already play a part in my heart. This eight years..

As my birthday's around the corner, she wrote a letter, wishing me happy birthday and also an angpau and she apologised for not getting to celebrate with me.

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kakak, saya rindu akan mu.

Falling Down

Dear brother had his first flying observation yesterday.
He actually sat in front of the trainer wheels. He exclaimed that he was very excited, I can't wait for the message from him "I flied the plane today".

All the best, Kor! loveyou.

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Today's match was absolutely goood. :D

Arsenal 2 - Man Utd 2

The goals were the heart racers, honestly. Giggs could have scored! Then again, I was rooting for both teams at the beginning. But after Fabregas scored,

Heee, I flewww. :)

Then, the next thing I knew, the ball went to Ronaldo, and Man Utd was in the lead.

Heee, I flewww even higher :).
But, gosh. His boots were so striking. I enjoyed Fabregas though.

My stress was relieved after watching the match. I'm constantly worried over too many things, but at least that was the little barbitrate to calm all my anxieties down.

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I may have taken you by surprise, but to me.
That was the the craziest thing I've ever done.

But, my apologies. If I did make you weary and confused.

Truly, I was not hurt in any way. I was just as scared.

You're truly a wonderful friend to me, and hopefully I won't lose that.

Thank you, so much.
You know who you are :D

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At a stoplight in the middle of the night,
Stuck in first and I wonder if I should stay
The right is history and to my left the choice is right

I just need to follow the sun before I'll know if I'll see this another way.

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Birthday Dedications.

First Up.

Li "Lillylulu" lian

The journey through thick and thin, was plainfully amazing.
Thank you for your treasured words,
and the priceless friendship we've shared over these two years.

I hope you will have a very sweet seventeenth indeed.
You deserve all the shugar in the world.
Love you!
And, we go shopping together-gether just the two of us okie! :D
We'd be blessedbeads :)

Next Up.

Kit "KittyCat" Weng

My true confidant and the first person I got
to for advice.
Honesty was what I needed, and I got it.

Thanks a bunch kitty!
May the barnyard be fruitful with cheers, "meows" and "moos"!
Happy Spunky Seventeenth! Grow some whiskers! :)

Love, COW"COWRIE"MOO.

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this should be my last post before the exams. So,

ALL THE BEST ,FELLOW TAKERS ! :D
May God Bless each and everyone of you
with strength, courage and faith.

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and my dear lovelies, the thirteen of you.
who sits around me, in front of me, the side.
I love you all. You'll be in my prayer okie?

Much Love *.

Rain

I graduated from SMKDJ, Class of 2007 as of today.


I manage to hide away all of my tears because to me, if I cried, it just means I won't see them again. Which is not entirely true. (: I realised how I will never have the chance to be crazy and wild without people giving me the "you're so weird" look.


I was very happy to have brought my camera along :) though i was reluctant at first. Today was pretty fun though I'll surely miss all of you like crazy.
But, hee. I'll still see all of you, won't I? (:



Loads of pictures, but I chose them for my memory. So, no picturess ,okie? (:

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Had a good lunch with my three tarts today. It was good fun, just reminiscing bits and pieces of all that has happened. Came home pretty early.



Sister and I had a good talk. What we hated about High School, how so much has changed. Her year was more relaxed. No extra papers, no NS, no worries. How much the standard has changed. Its good letting it out, makes me feel relaxed. She keeps telling me not to worry so much, as its not as hard as it seems.



Don't know how to take it though. (:


Went to DU with the parents and sister for dinner. Before that, we headed to Aunty YL's place to pass her birthday cake (: I've known her practically my whole life and she seems to know everything about me. You know, mother gossips sessions? Hee.



Dinner was at Umai-ya. My sister and I were thinking of Bani Umai-yaH. Hee, gosh, we're so nerded. She's having her exams too. Dinner was scrumptious, though Mum had her mind set on Brasserie La Place before that. Abit pricey though, thats why the sudden change.



It was already to late to go dress hunting, so we went home. I missed out on my Starbucks , was too full.So, have to wait till Sunday.



Imma go watch the tele now. Maybe till the moring hours, to let it all out.

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Much Love*.

You can play your own game

The one who wrote those things...
The one who said those things...
The one who spread those things...









Ironically, is the same person.




You know what, i dedicate this post to you, just wanna let you know that you can play your own stupid game because i don't want to be in it.

Hate me if you want, but hey, u know what? I'm still smiling. :D
Happy playing your stupid game, aight?